emberleo: A rabbit with antlers eating blackberries (Default)
[personal profile] emberleo
I don't like how hard it seems to be to think clearly enough for long enough to use my journal to process.

I'm getting all kinds of processing done, and all kinds of stuff is going on in my life, but when I sit down with intent to document and process further, it just dribbles out my ears, and I'm exhausted at the thought of rehashing it all here.

I don't know if the problem is that this is a somewhat public forum, that it's only read by a handful of people despite its public nature, or because it involves writing things out in the more general sense. I have managed other bits of writing easily enough.

*shrug* I don't know. Once again I find myself tired of being tired.

-E-

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Date: 2012-05-04 09:18 am (UTC)
moonvoice: (calm - chakras)
From: [personal profile] moonvoice
Would it feel easier, do you think, if you created a filter specifically for processing?

Also, don't be too worried about it. Sometimes when I'm processing, the last thing I want to do is write it all down for everyone else, or even for myself. Going through it is tiring enough, and I just need to get through it. So - this might not be the same for you - but I certainly think it's okay to just kind of be...getting through it, y'know?

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Date: 2012-05-04 03:34 pm (UTC)
perlandria: CS Lewis Perelandra Singing Beast (CS Lewis Perelandra Singing Beast)
From: [personal profile] perlandria
I think I remember you needing an audience.
Go back to one of your first audiences? Make a filter for Rascal, and write to her?

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Date: 2012-05-04 07:46 pm (UTC)
perlandria: CS Lewis Perelandra Singing Beast (CS Lewis Perelandra Singing Beast)
From: [personal profile] perlandria
I am always happy to be your cat.

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Date: 2012-05-04 04:08 pm (UTC)
jamie: bitter panda saying not quite zen (Default)
From: [personal profile] jamie
mayhap this is not how/where you are processing right now?

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Date: 2012-05-05 04:40 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] xochiquetzalina
You have my permission. :)

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Date: 2012-05-05 07:46 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] xochiquetzalina
Figured as much, but wanted to be sure that you knew. :)

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Date: 2012-06-21 01:02 am (UTC)
jess: underwater sculpture of a woman rising from the sea floor (Default)
From: [personal profile] jess
For what it's worth, yours is one of a handful of journals I always make sure to read every post of here in Dreamwidth. I don't always comment, and I'm certainly not always current, at least not now while I'm dealing with my own Super Happy Fun Times Tee Em. But I am reading, and I am always holding you in my heart.

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Date: 2012-06-21 08:50 am (UTC)
jess: underwater sculpture of a woman rising from the sea floor (Default)
From: [personal profile] jess
Heh, I don't keep up. At my very best, I catch up... and hope I don't look like creepy stalker girl or pathetically out of touch girl while I'm at it.

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Date: 2012-06-27 04:09 am (UTC)
jess: underwater sculpture of a woman rising from the sea floor (Default)
From: [personal profile] jess
Thank you, sweetness, I know how limited your resources are and I'm flattered that you've spent some on my silly foibles. For what it's worth, I've realized that I share some of that discomfort. New filters forthcoming in 3... 2...

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