Would it feel easier, do you think, if you created a filter specifically for processing?

Also, don't be too worried about it. Sometimes when I'm processing, the last thing I want to do is write it all down for everyone else, or even for myself. Going through it is tiring enough, and I just need to get through it. So - this might not be the same for you - but I certainly think it's okay to just kind of be...getting through it, y'know?