Processing About Processing

[emberleo]

I don't like how hard it seems to be to think clearly enough for long enough to use my journal to process.

I'm getting all kinds of processing done, and all kinds of stuff is going on in my life, but when I sit down with intent to document and process further, it just dribbles out my ears, and I'm exhausted at the thought of rehashing it all here.

I don't know if the problem is that this is a somewhat public forum, that it's only read by a handful of people despite its public nature, or because it involves writing things out in the more general sense. I have managed other bits of writing easily enough.

*shrug* I don't know. Once again I find myself tired of being tired.

-E-

Comments

[emberleo]

Aww, thank you!

I wish I could honestly assert that I kept up with even the shortest list of my most important peeps, but I just can't. :/

-E-

[jess]

Heh, I don't keep up. At my very best, I catch up... and hope I don't look like creepy stalker girl or pathetically out of touch girl while I'm at it.

[emberleo]

I want you to know that I went back and caught up with the last dozen or so posts on your journal as well, but didn't comment because I'm not entirely comfortable with the audience there.

I'm glad you're surfacing. I hope you continue to get more light in your life, and peaceful darkness when you need it.

*hugs*

-E-

[jess]

Thank you, sweetness, I know how limited your resources are and I'm flattered that you've spent some on my silly foibles. For what it's worth, I've realized that I share some of that discomfort. New filters forthcoming in 3... 2...